No Rant's Today

Hmm, nothing much to complain today.......cuz I complained already yesterday? And this morning? LOL

Spending like nobody's business lately and sadly to say, my spending is not that all fantastic neither. =P Today went out with Ian and Nini to buy some stuff for work and because of the amount spent, we were eligible to buy some items at a discounted price. What attracted me most was the ceramic knife and also the ceramic peeler and it costs RM50 now, and the guy threw in a small knife and a scissors.

Apparently the guy said it's from UK, but when I looked at the back of the packaging being scribbled off was a sign written "Made in China". Really what the hell?! Too bad I already made the purchase. Oh well, if it isn't good then just too bad and throw it away? =(

See what I mean that I am not being good with my expenses?!

Thank goodness my pay is already in.....

Looking at the amount makes me happy......

But then the boyfriend is going to buy his Mac Air soon.....and yes, sponsoring half of the amount for the gadget........

Bummer, there goes the money again!!

I am thinking should I save money so that I can go HK next year? But with all these expenditures it seems like heck kinda far away dream........

SOBS............I WANT MORE MONEY!! BOSS!! KASI GAJI NAIK BOLEH KA??


-slowly drying-

I need to stop complaining

I really feel like my mouth is the worst mouth one could ever have........when provoked =P

I mean, I can be this really mean person, talk and talk, more like critise and comment, often being so judgemental, scrutinizing everything people say or do, and yak, yak, yak, all the bad comments coming out non-stop.

I am also a very expressive person? Like when I am angry it shows all over the face and I become this over exaggerating person, and unfortunately I do this not to the person I am angry with but to the person I am explaining to. What an irony, maybe I should re-direct my anger to the correct person.....=X

Often than not whenever I start talking about a person, then later on I would realize I could be wrong, and feel guilty afterwards. Sometimes I can be right, but feel guilty afterwards cuz I critized someone. Shucks, can I be not screwed up??

I think the best way to reduce this is maybe rant here and shut-up when I meet people. Then I won't provoke people to anger and save myself the guilt. I dunno, sometimes I just feel the need to tell, talk about it, let it out,......but then I feel guilty afterwards.

Haiyah, I am such a confused nut and yet my boyfriend still loves me.

Aww.....huggies I love him too *when he doesn't annoy me =p*


-guilty-

Blogger Failed Moment again.....

Guess what?

I forgot the password to this blog again =.=

I can't help it, I am getting old, sleepy, tired, lack of memory,....I think my RAM storage space has been totally wiped out. Storing too much nonsence in the brain already. LOL!! I think I need to log in more often so that I can remember my password....*bummer*

The boyfriend has been complaining about my sleepiness in the morning today. He keeps asking the same question over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over again saying "Why are you always so moodless in the morning?"

And I have to repeat over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over and over AND over again that "I am not a morning person!". SERIOUSLY, I am not the person to talk to in the morning. Imagine having sit in the jam for 1 hour before arriving to office and then having someone call you and ask you freaking a lot of questions.......

My mind will blow!!!!!!! Feel like giving him this face......




Sorry I am just so very aggitated when I wake up in the morning. You can talk to me, tell me stuff but never, I repeat NEVER do the following:

1) ASK me questions like 'What are you going to do today?" or ask me "What did you do last night?".....Eargh!!!

2) Tell me negative stuff that I need to handle later like "Have you done this?" or tell me "You better go do this later..."yada, yada......

3) Don't nag or take the oppertunity to tell me something bad about my attitude. Trust me, it WILL NOT REGISTER IN MY BRAIN.


See here is the situation.......

Whenever I come into office, I just step in not long the phone call from the boyfriend will come. I never get the chance to settle down, unpack my stuff, on my pc first to show that I HAVE ARRIVED TO MY BOSSES (sheesh), and prepare my breakfast.

Talking to the boyfriend then takes like 20 minutes? Talking is fine but he starts asking questions like "what are you going to do today?" or asks me "why are you so sleepy?" and ask me "why you always so moody in the morning?" just you know, just.....makes my day! Then usually I kinda end up getting frustrated and go on to eat my breakfast and I will start work at 9.30am / 10am much to the dislike of my bosses........

Heck, everyone is not happy with me in the morning!!!!!

I don't want to work already lah!!!!!

Contemplating of being a sampah masyarakat already!!!!

SEE!! ITS A CHAIN OF REACTION!!! Being mang- chang in the morning would result in a moody me half the day.




Aiyah just wanting to rant lah! Cuz kenot tahan........


Every morning also so sleepy,

Then go through jam like crazy,

Go to work to get crazy,

And everyday being accused of lazy





(SEE I EVEN RHYME!! Zzzzz)





-blah-

Really, I can have the award of being the most lazy blogger in the world

Or Maybe, the most unmotivated blogger in the world?

It's quite unbelievable that I cannot even remember my gmail account and even the blogsite address. Fantastic, my boyfriend is going to give me an award on top of all the other 'fantastic' awards he has given me.......ciss.......

Looking back at all my post I cannot believe that I would be soooooo kiddish in me words. Seriously, who talks like that?? HELLO??? *looks away in denial* but yeah, I did, and I can't believe my boyfriend aka Pika actually entertained me all these while. Imagine the agony? I mean, I get irritated with girls who walk like cutesy and all and here I am being a hyprocrite acting like one on my blog?! I dunno, I suddenly feel disgusted at the way I blogged when I read back the posts. Maybe I am just pms-ing. Swt, I think I am more confused.

And who came up with the nickname PIKA?! *looks away in denial again*.......sounds like pikachu. Which is one character I did not get acquainted with let alone stand the sound of that yellow thingy saying 'Pika, pika, pikachuuuuuu'!!!.....okla, it can be cute but then my boyfriend doesn't say things like that!!

Maybe I should refer him to things that I am familiar and obviously like......maybe, snoopy? Hello Kitty? (Wakakaka) Doreamon? Tofu? Pucca? (ok, pucca is a girl =.=)...or lets call him, Charlie Brown??? Or just mention his name? But what about privacy issues? Crap, confused again.......

UPDATE ON CURRENT STATE SINCE LIKE FOREVER

Anyway, lets just call him 'The Boyfriend' is getting sick quite often lately, and usual symptoms are vomitting, headache, tired, fever,.......horny? Haha kidding on the last part. But anyhow, he seems to be getting sick when we are out.

Like yesterday, la, la, la happy in Sunway Pyramid and then suddenly he feels feverish and cold. Despite sleeping in whole day yesterday, which usually he should be energetic the next day. Then later in the night he told me he puked out everything he ate (shit, which means all the fat from the food gone. mine's already processed and stored!!) and today, MC.

Seriously potong stim leh. I know, I should be the concerned, caring girlfriend but heck nowadays we can't even spend a decent whole day doing something nice, enjoyable, and relaxing minus the sleep in between! Most of the time yes, he might be free the whole day but somehow we would head back and take a nap which usually safe to say can take up 3-4 hours and like ugh, precious 'walking in the mall' time wasted. Or even if he spends time with me, suddenly he either says he is sick or he is tired, wanna rest more.

Sigh, seriously contemplating on just leaving him at home and I go out to the mall myself. Not to say I purposely want to show temper (actually I am) but if he needs more rest and I need more retail therapy, then maybe we should do things on our own? Though this is not what I want but he is getting sick too often already. Potong-ing my stim quite a lot =P

Okla, I am just being mean.......

To The Boyfriend......I love you to bits. Just wish we can spend more time together, NOT COUNTING CHURCH TIME CUZ THAT IS JUST DINNER!! But you know, like how we use to take our saturdays to do something nice together, at the mall, or going somewhere to visit, that sort of thing? I miss that. Nowadays it's either housework, gym, or sleep during the weekend. Where has all the fun gone to? Even though you might wanna please me, do it cuz u wanna, and have the energy to do it. Otherwise, we shall just stick to the routine lo......wat to do......haih....=P

Get well soon.......

Please dun get sick so often.......

And try not to sleep so much?? Take goood care of your body ah........

I am obviously getting old. Being so crappy and naggy at the same time. Sheesh.......


-peace out-