Friends or no friend?

Sigh......why some people are just so selfish??

I don't know what is the main reason behind by not being cooperative but still, it isn't too much to ask seeing we only ask a few times right??

Today, I have been counselling non-stop. One after another came in, I entertained them and went on two campus tour today. Almost everytime I plonk myself onto the chair someone walks in and ram straight to my table and say, "I would like to enquire about a course".......every. single. time.

So okie, its my job, totally understand, furthermore being in front desk is like what the heck, what can I do right?

So after like 4pm+ I am exhausted already. I don't feel like counselling another person anymore thus requested for someone else to do it. Poor Nini has to listen to 2 person's excuses and me, upon hearing it, just ticks me off.

One said, "I'm busy now. Doing Orientation stuff. I don't want to counsel" (WTH, its next mon la orientation! Counsel awhile also cannot meh???)

Another one said, "So?"......just one word, SO.....SO????? SO HELP LA SO WAT?!

HAIHhhhhhhhh.......sometimes I really feel like asking them to sit at front desk and see how it feels like to be in our shoes. So because we are sitting in front desk we have to do everything?! When one went to school fair in sungai long which I feel there is not much enquiry; and another went the whole day to imigration even though he has nothing to do with it.

Fantastic.......great job........I...am....greatly...pleased.....


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On another note, got a bit bu shi huan towards TBF this morning.

Yeah, probably I am over re-acting but then well, maybe period coming adi la =P

So TBF reached office early today, and we were on the phone when I was still on the way to work and then the line suddenly got cut off. So thinking he would call me back I waited. After some time I tot I should call him and when he picked up the phone, he said he was talking to his colleague. I thought eh, reach office also never say anything.

So never mind la, let it go, then he said have to go adi, or just qucikly say bye and then put down the phone. So I was thinking, why the hurry? And everyday I reach office first thing I do is to pick up his phone and sit in office to answer his call for 30 mins. Everyday. And today he reach office only so fast must put down the phone? You know I have not reach office yet ma.

So alot of stupid stuff started to creep into my mind. Is it because he not comfortable to talk since colleagues there, or dunno what boss thinking? If that is the case then this is what I think everyday when I pick up his call in the morning.

So I decided to tell him that henceforth no calling in the morning. I mean my previous manager mentioned to me that it was too often and I do get stares from my bosses when I am on the phone.

So there. I did it. Because I am not happy. Thinking if I was being irrational, plain sensative, stupid,.....well watever. It's done already. Just was not happy everytime I have to sit one corner hiding everyday when I reach office to talk to him for 30 mins but when he reach office adi he says bye and that's it.

Ok TBF might be pissed reading this but I have no intentions to argue, just stating my point of view. It's me blog you see? =P

Still love you dear, just.....bu shi huan lor!!


-not happy-

Nothing much

Aih, another day has just passed.....seems so mundane, rigid, boring......

I need to stop talking about that already.


Today I would say is a pretty productive day at work, being that I actually had a few casses to follow up with (actually only 2), counselled a parent, pick up endless phone calls because the receptionist wasn't around, pack for school fair tomorrow........

Actually, it's almost pretty the same everyday =.=

Well, had a yum cha session with my friend yesterday. Apparently her pay of RM2.5k is not even enough for her, and I am thinking shit, mine's even lower? Well current pay is safely kinda comfortable FOR NOW, but then I don't think I can survive long with everything escalating in prices!!

I want more pay =(

But then I was just telling sherine, the accountant about adjustment salary in year end? She said whatever I am getting is good already, because last time her increment is only RM10. And I was like WHAT?! That's just labour abuse!! Crazy management!

So now the questions is.....be happy with what I have?

Shuddup and live with life?

I need to learn lotsa patience ler.....haih......


-bummer-

It's been two weeks since I blogged??

Bummer, and my resolution for that moment of time was to blog more often. Kakaka......that's what all blogger's say!

Oh btw, almost forgot the blog password. I am getting phobia of forgetting the password for this blog......xD!!!


TBF...(no dear, its not Taylor's Business Degree!!! =_=) stop thinking about taylor's ler! Cis....=P

Aish, digress......anyway!

Today TBF made an effort to take me out for supper......but turns out he is grumpy and uncomfortable, and reason being is because he is dirty, and tired. Meh, the only time he is fresh and energetic is when he just takes his shower. But by then, I am half dead with sleepiness coz he takes shower and shit quite long one leh.......no offence dear =P

Well, what's a girlfriend to do? Tolerate loh......xD I think I like to make big fuss over small things, and annoy people.  Hmm......I think I need more humbleness!!! Or just shuddup? kakaka.......

Okla, sleepy and ranting nonsense already. maybe will blog some other day when mind is fresher.


-ciaoz-

Wedding bells are ringing again....

Gosh, I think I just caught the wedding vibes again......

Actually I am not really such in a hurry to get married? I am only concerned about my age when I marry. Haha! I mean, well I don't want to be an old mama you see. I am picturing myself if I get married at the age of maybe 30+? Then what, by the time my kids get to college I will be a grandma already!!

Then when my son/daughter wants to get married, we will meet the other side's parents of course then can you imagine if they ask, "Are these your grandparents?".....Oh the horror!!!!

Sigh, and I am getting old already!!

Speaking of weddings, I actually was quite laid back, chilling, not actually wanting to bother about marriage yet (cuz no money mah...) and then all of a sudden when I was talking to a student that probably I might get married in another 2 years time.......and it struck me when he said, "There are a lot of preparations and the time is not that short you know"......

And I was like, "Damn it! Correct wor!!".......in my mind la of course.

So I told the Boyfriend about this matter......

Ok, b4 going into the topic let me just shorten his nickname (its too long!) to TBF. So means TBF = The BoyFriend......

Right back to story........

So I told TBF and I said look, I am not putting any pressure but at what age are we getting married again? If its age 2*+ (No, not revelaling age here xD!!!) then we need to prepare a year ahead!

And you know what TBF said? "Aiyah, no need one la, very easy to plan only. No need to so stress one! Few months can kautim planning already!"

So ok, I thought it should be fine la. Sounds pretty easy. Furthermore TBF said his friend did the whole planning and he didn't see him stressed at all. It was peasy weasy......so easy. With that assurance it did sound comforting until I asked my married colleague......

THEY NEEDED TO BOOK THE HOTEL 1 YEAR IN ADVANCE........

And I am like what the hell?? So hard to get dates one meh?? And you know what she said? She said LUCKILY she got saturday, otherwise she would have only gotten FRIDAY.

Seriously!!!!!! I gotta run and tell him this larh!! How HOW?!!! What if we can't get the date we want and unfortunately we get married at the age of 30?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DUN WANTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




-problem-

Happy Day.....!

I am so happy today!!!!

Cuz lunch appointment = success!!!

Hehe see?? I am so easily satisfied! Wat's so difficult to make me happy you tell me?

Just drive about 15km from your office to my office, bring me out for lunch, buy me lunch and the coke McD cup, and then fetch me back to office, THEN drive another 15km back to your office. All within 1-2 hours.

So hard mehhh????

Lol.....I am a terrible girlfriend.

Gosh, feel so han fuk to have a bf that takes the trouble to come find me for lunch even though he is busy like shit. Yee....sometimes I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

Huggies to the boyfriend!!!!!

-big smiles-

Lunch Date Cancelled

Today was supposed to be a lunch date with me and the boyfriend, but unfortunately because I was in a meeting, I didn't bring my phone, so naturally I didn't answer his call, thus making him didn't come because he didn't get any confirmation from me.

And I thought it was confirmed yesterday? =_=

Anywayz, was kinda dissapointed he didn't come but oh well, been kinda whiney these days so aiyah forget it lah. Tired of getting upset already. Lol. He says he is coming tomorrow though. Hopefully it happens......with him something always crops up one.

Today at work has been a little interesting. Had meeting with the boss and yeah, manage to give him some feedback and base on what he said its like we kinda have a free will to give suggestions to him on how to bring in numbers. This I like, cuz then at least I can be heard ^^

Looking at this years intake is really daunting and scary, don't know if we can get bonus or not also. Can only dream of promotion now, but it will not be a reality? Keke, who knows. But I dun expect it for sure.

Only God can promote me now, and no one else. So if its meant for me to stay this low, I guess I gotta wait it out and stay low lor.......


-bummer-