I like weddings, they are so full of love. It's absolutely wonderful, don't you think?

Three more days of school, then it's over. It's over. Eleven more days and SL's over. Funny how we're always waiting for time to pass, always anticipating the end of something or the start of another. I commit the same crime of not knowing how to treasure what I have in the present. The lesson that a friend of mine taught me a few months ago has faded into nothing. We always think that the grass is greener on the other side but then everything has its own set of problems, no?



If I touch a burning candle, I can feel no pain.
In the ice or in the sun it's all the same.
Yet I feel my heart is aching, though it doesn't beat it's breaking.
And the pain here that I feel, try and tell me it's not real.
And I know that I am dead but it seems that I still have some tears to shed.

Wedding ceremony today. They're going to the States in two days time. Deja vu of how I didn't want to come back last year, to face what was in stall for me in Singapore, the States was like... an escape from reality.

Feel like doing the exact same thing now. But for no specific reason. Holidays are a blissful facade from reality. I know, I know. It makes you treasure a lot of things. Maybe that's what I'm secretly hoping for.

No promises broken.
No lies.
Nothing.

Ah what the shit, who am I kidding.

Nothing's permanent.

ANGELINE ☻

I am..
the one who always falls,
the one who looks too old,
the one who is too fickle,
the one who talks too much,
the one who always screams,
the one who is a joke,
the one who can't stop singing,
the one who loves pictures,
the one born with two left feet,
the one who hates math,
the one who loves LinkinPark,
and the one with the stupidest fear ever.